THE REST OF MY DAMN LIFE: A Ranting Klown series

 

 

SPECIAL NUMBER ONE

A GIRL CALLED DARLENE

 (Daria heads down under for a trip, and we learn about the challenges facing Neill)

 

Scene I (INT/EXT, Day, Airport/Parking lot)

 

 

(Daria and Neill step off plane)

 

NEILL

I love a sunburnt country

 

DARIA

And I love my countries to be a milky white

 

NEILL

C'mon, Dezza will be waiting for us

 

DARIA

Dezza? God I hope that isn't his real name

 

NEILL

Nah, its Desmond. But if you were called Desmond you'd want to cover it up right?

 

DARIA

Good point

 

(They walk to the entrance, where the doors open, Neill continues to walk, but Daria stops in her tracks)

 

NEILL

Is everything alright Daria?

 

DARIA

Heat...

 

NEILL

Ahh....you just got hit by a wall of flame eh?

 

DARIA

What is it? 110?

 

NEILL

There about...now you know how I felt when I stepped off the plane...

 

DARIA

But it isn't 110 in Boston

 

NEILL

No...it's not

 

DARIA

Oh...

 

NEILL

Yeah, I thought I was going to die...C'mon, there'll be plenty of time for whinging later...

 

(They walk to the parking lot, where a man in Jeans and a white shirt is standing in front of a Ute)

 

NEILL

Dezza!

 

DEZZA

Killer!

 

DARIA

Killer?

 

DEZZA

You must be Dazza!

 

DARIA

Excuse me?

 

NEILL

Dazza's your name in Ozzie

 

DEZZA

Hows it going Dazza?

 

DARIA

Apart from entering an inferno, I can't complain

 

DEZZA

Don't you just love the heat?

 

DARIA

Like banging my head against a wooden block

 

NEILL

You see, we Ozzies are proud of the fact that our weather is hot in summer. It's just the way we are, for example, we are proud of the fact that 8 out of the 10 most venomous snakes on the planet are found here...

 

DARIA

You people find the weirdest things to be proud of

 

NEILL

You know it luv

 

DEZZA

C'mon youse two, we better get going if we want to reach the station by tomorrow

 

DARIA

Station?

 

NEILL

Yeah, we're going to the outback, were staying at Hayden Station

 

DARIA

Goody

 

NEILL

Don't worry, there'll be no farmhand work for you...Shannaz is up there taking the work

 

DARIA

Shannaz?

 

NEILL

My brother Shannon

 

DARIA

Oh

 

DEZZA

Holds the record for drinking the most in 10 minutes...tell you what though, Killer here gave him a fairly good shake...

 

NEILL

Well, there's no shame in losing to Shannaz....the man's a freak...

 

Scene II (EXT, Night, Outback)

 

DARIA

Sorry If I'm being rude, but how far is it to this farm?

 

DEZZA

No worries Dazza, still about 300 Kilometres...we'll be there by morning

 

DARIA

So we're driving through the night?

 

NEILL

Not quite, we're going to stop somewhere

 

DARIA

Oh...there's a motel near here

 

DEZZA

There's a motel all around us

 

NEILL

And this motel has the best lights you've ever seen...

 

DARIA

Wait....we're camping tonight aren't we?

 

DEZZA

Bang on the money

 

NEILL

Don't worry Daria, she'll be right.

 

DARIA

You know, you say that a lot. If I remember correctly you said that about the Double D twins

 

NEILL

Hope and Harmony?

 

DARIA

Yeah

 

NEILL

I think given the distance of half the world, they'll calm down...

 

DEZZA

I have a ripper of an idea, let's make an early night of it....

 

(Dezza pulls over to bare land)

 

(They all get out)

 

DEZZA

Right Killer, you and Dazza go get some firewood, while I set up the tent

 

(Neill and Daria start to walk off)

 

DEZZA

Hang on mate, you'd better take the shottie with you

 

DARIA

Shottie?

 

(Neill walks over to back of Ute and picks up shotgun)

 

DARIA

We need a gun to find firewood?

 

NEILL

I know you don't like guns, but there are dingoes and feral dogs in these parts, so it's a necessary evil.

 

DARIA

Oh...(uncomfortable with the gun)

 

NEILL

You want to hold the shottie?

 

DARIA

What? No!

 

DEZZA

Go on Dazza...hold the shottie

 

DARIA

No thank you, I'm dangerous with a sponge, let alone a lethal weapon

 

(Dezza and Neill laugh)

 

NEILL

Let's go before it gets too dark out.

 

(Skip time to see Neill, Daria and Dezza sitting around a fire)

 

DEZZA

So, Dazza, what's our boy been up to?

 

DARIA

Well, what do you know?

 

DEZZA

Well, he's got some sort of radio gig, he rooted sisters and paid for it and he's got a sweet root planned for....

 

(Neill silently telling Dezza to shut up)

 

DARIA

Well, that sounds about right... (Yawns)

 

NEILL

Tired?

 

DARIA

Kinda

 

DEZZA

Well you go to bed while me and Killer take watch

 

DARIA

Sounds like a plan

 

(Skip time to see Daria asleep to be awoken by a dingo howling)

 

FROM OUTSIDE

Neill: Sounded like it was about a kilometre away, we'll be right

Dezza: Yeah, she'll be right

Neill: I only hope it didn't wake up Daria...

 

(Daria puts head back on pillow, and listens)

 

FROM OUTSIDE

Dezza: So, got something on the go with this Dazza chick?

Neill: Nah mate, it's not like that...

Dezza: I bet it isn't mate...

Neill: What are you implying Dezza?

Dezza: Well, it does seem pretty weird you bringing home a girl to meet Dad if you don't plan to root her

Neill: I'm not planning to take her home to Dad as such, I'm just repaying some hospitality...

Dezza: Sure you are mate.

 

(Later, wee see Daria tossing and turning, unable to get to sleep in the heat, so she wakes up to hear Neill and Dezza talking again)

 

FROM OUTSIDE

Neill: It's like; I can't get her out of my head you know?

Dezza: You going soft on me?

Neill: Don't think so, but I haven't had a root about a month

Dezza: Stone the Crows! A month! She really does have you rattled eh?

Neill: Yeah, she does, there's just something about her I can't place

Dezza: So you got a plan?

Neill: Yeah, but the more I think about it, the more I don't want to do it...I mean...she deserves better you know?

 

(Daria wakes up in horror)

 

NEILL

You want to get some sleep mate; I've got some thinking to do anyhow...

 

DEZZA

Probably should, seeing as I'm driving

 

(Dezza goes to sleep in the Ute)

 

Scene III (EXT, Day, Hayden Station/ Stable)

 

(Daria, Dezza and Neill pull into the station)

 

NEILL

Home sweet Home!

 

(They pull up to the homestead)

 

(A man comes to greet them)

 

NEILL

Shannaz you bastard, how's it going?

 

SHANNAZ

Can't complain...

 

NEILL

Oh yeah, Daria, Shannaz, Shannaz, Daria

 

DARIA

Hey

 

SHANNAZ

Nice accent

 

NEILL

Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you Daria, you know how my accent helps me pick up in the States?

 

DARIA

Yes...all too vividly

 

NEILL

Well, it works in reverse as well

 

DARIA

Oh God....

 

NEILL

Dezza, you think you could take the bags while I take Daria to see the girls?

 

DEZZA

Sure

 

(Neill and Daria walk to a stable)

 

NEILL

And this is where we keep the fillies and mares

 

DARIA

You breed horses?

 

MAN

The finest in Queensland

 

NEILL

Dad, how's it going?

 

DAD

Can't complain....you must be Daria...welcome to the country

 

DARIA

Thanks...nice to meet you...

 

DAD

No worries

 

NEILL

Dad? How long has Shelby been expecting?

 

DAD

Due to give birth any day now...

 

NEILL

Won any group one's while I was away?

 

DAD

Nah, but we got high hopes for the foal

 

NEILL

How's the mother doing...generally?

 

DAD

Pretty well...

 

DARIA

Are all these horses yours Mr Hayden?

 

DAD

Yep, all except Shelby, that one's Killer's, and the foal were expecting

 

DARIA

Ahh, I knew there was a reason he was so concerned about the health of the animal...I knew it stemmed out of a selfless concern...

 

(Neill chuckles)

 

NEILL

Anyway, let's get you set up with a room Daria

 

DARIA

Sounds like a plan

 

(They walk off, while the father inspects the horses)

 

Scene IV (INT, Day, Daria's Room)

 

(Neill and Daria walk into a room, decorated in a Victorian style)

 

DARIA

Wow...it's beautiful

 

NEILL

Nothing but the best for Miss Daria

 

DARIA

I feel as if Mr Darcy is going to come in soon

 

(They both look to door, and to nobody's surprise, nothing happened)

 

DARIA

Well I guess I haven't lost all contact with reality

 

NEILL

Contact...oh yeah...there's a separate line phone in here, so you can call out without being disturbed by us...feel free to call your folks or whatever...hey, how you going temperature-wise?

 

DARIA

What? Neill? Is that you? I thought I was hallucinating due to the heat....

 

NEILL

Because we'll go down to the lake later for a quick dip if you want...

 

DARIA

Jane paid you for a picture of me in a bikini didn't she?

 

NEILL

Yep, anyhow, I've got to go make a phone call, so get comfortable...

 

(Neill exits)

 

(Daria tries the phone)

 

DARIA

Huh, that's weird, Jane's phone is engaged.....well I could....

 

(Daria dials some more numbers)

 

HELEN

Hello, I'll have those depositions by Monday

 

DARIA

Well that's a relief; I thought the case was looking shaky before you turned up...

 

HELEN

Daria!

 

DARIA

Last time I checked

 

HELEN

How's Australia?

 

DARIA

Hot. I can't believe you arranged a passport for me...

 

HELEN

Well when Neill called us about his plan, naturally we jumped at the chance to do something special for our little girl...after Neill explained to your father that he was paying for the tickets...

 

DARIA

Of course...so...how are...things?

 

HELEN

Well I'm keeping busy...

 

DARIA

Halliburton spill some oil?

 

HELEN

Your father...he....lost another client

 

DARIA

That's the thing about ranting about your father, it scares off people

 

HELEN

And Quinn is doing surprisingly well in School...

 

DARIA

'Surprisingly'? And here I thought you had faith in both of our abilities

 

HELEN

She got an A on an essay

 

DARIA

Hmm...

 

HELEN

What is it?

 

DARIA

It seems now I'm south of the equator, everything north of it seems backward...anyhow, I've got to go...

 

(Neill in background, packing bag)

 

HELEN

OK, well don't forget to take lots of pictures...we'll see you in a week

 

DARIA

Yeah (hangs up) I think I'll try Jane again

 

(Dials number)

 

JANE

Damn you're eager, I just spoke to you and a mere 5 seconds ago and yet you come back for more...

 

DARIA

Jane?

 

JANE

Uhh...Daria! How's the trip?

 

DARIA

Hot. What was that all about?

 

JANE

What...nothing....

 

DARIA

Whatever...how could you get 30,000 and not tell me?

 

JANE

Would've ruined the surprise....you know me...I love a good surprise, as long as I'm not the one being surprised

 

DARIA

I thought a dinner party in the middle of the woods had an artistic quality to it...I knew Neill wouldn't think of that...

 

JANE

You underestimate our boy, he is an artist deep down I think....we talk...besides...he would've done something grand if he had the money

 

DARIA

So...what are you going to do with the money?

 

JANE

Tuition fees and art supplies

 

DARIA

How much do glue guns cost these days?

 

JANE

Surprisingly expensive...anyhow, I've got to go...I've had enough calls from south of the equator for one day...

 

DARIA

What?

 

JANE

Nothing...bye!

 

(Jane hangs up)

 

(Neill enters)

 

NEILL

So did you want to go for a swim?

 

DARIA

Got any air-con?

 

NEILL

Nah

 

DARIA

Swim it is

 

(Neill throws Daria a helmet)

 

DARIA
We're travelling by cannonball?

 

NEILL

Not quite (puts on akubra)

 

Scene V (EXT, Late Day, Stable)

 

DARIA

Oh no...I don't do horses

 

NEILL

You'll be right mate...you've got a helmet...

 

DARIA

I am not riding a horse

 

NEILL

Bet you said that you'd never wear contacts a long time ago, and here you are....do you regret that decision?

 

DARIA

Apart from the itching? No...I suppose not

 

NEILL

Good...you can have blackie

 

(Daria looks at black horse)

 

DARIA

You people are so inventive with your names

 

NEILL

You know it luv (he whistles, and blackie comes over)

 

DARIA

These things are bigger in real life

 

NEILL

Scared?

 

DARIA

Of the horse, no, of the fall, yes

 

NEILL

You can't be scared, or the horse won't respect you...let's get you up there

 

(Neill helps Daria get up on the horse)

 

NEILL

Don't worry, I'll lead so blackie will pretty much follow (gets up on a white horse)

 

DARIA

(On horse) giddup?

 

NEILL

Blackie won't respond to that...you've got to use more authority...and show no fear...if you're worried, then the horse gets worried, and would you want to carry a worried person on your back?

 

DARIA

I wouldn't want to carry anyone on my back

 

NEILL

You know what I mean...

 

DARIA

Giddup or I'll sue you?

 

NEILL

You can do better than that...

 

DARIA

(Sighs) Go on! Giddup!

 

(Blackie breaks into a trot)

 

(Daria looks very concerned)

 

NEILL

No fear!

 

(Daria re-adjusts)

 

NEILL

Go on Sugar...

 

(Sugar begins a fast trot in front of blackie)

 

Scene VI (EXT, Early evening, Creek)

 

 

(Daria and Neill pull up to a creek)

 

NEILL

Back off sugar

 

(Sugar stops, and blackie does, responding to Sugar)

 

DARIA

(Regarding creek)...wow...it's beautiful

 

NEILL

Nice spot isn't it? (Gets off horse with ease)

 

(Daria falls of horse trying to dismount)

 

(Neill laughs)

 

DARIA

That's not funny!

 

NEILL

Yes it is! (Full blown laugh) where's a video camera when you need one?

 

DARIA

I will kill you, and feed you to the horses

 

NEILL

Okay Okay Daria, take a joke....(Ties up horses)...here (throws Daria backpack)

 

DARIA

What is it?

 

NEILL

You're bathing suits in there

 

DARIA

Oh....(looks around)

 

NEILL

There are no changing rooms, just the bush

 

DARIA

Oh...(blushes)

 

NEILL

Don't worry, I wont look, besides, I've already seen the merchandise

 

(Daria gives Neill an evil look)

 

NEILL

What?

 

(Daria walks off)

 

(Skip time, Daria and Neill are at waters edge, Daria in her green bikini, Neill in white board shorts)

 

NEILL

Oh, I almost forgot...(takes photo of Daria)...don't look at me, Jane wanted the picture...

 

DARIA

You just made the list...

 

NEILL

I'm jumping off those rocks over there....want to come?

 

(Daria regards cliff face over water)

 

DARIA

No...I'll be just fine here....

 

NEILL

Okay, but if you want to go for a swim...in the cool, refreshing water...you know where I am...

 

DARIA

Damn you...

 

(They both walk onto natural platform, while Daria looks down)

 

DARIA

You know what, I think I left my glasses back at the station...(starts to walk away, when Neill grabs her)

 

NEILL

I'm surprised that you don't want to take a leap of faith Daria!

 

DARIA

Damn you Hayden...

 

NEILL

Especially into croc infested waters...

 

DARIA

What?

 

(Neill grabs Daria and throws her over edge)

 

(Daria emerges from water distressed)

 

NEILL

(Shouting from cliff) Don't worry, I was just kidding you...there are no crocs here... (Jumps in)

 

(Skip time to where Daria and Neill are swimming around)

 

NEILL

See, isn't this nice?

 

DARIA

Yes...surprisingly...

 

NEILL

We should be getting back now....

 

DARIA

OK

 

Scene VII (INT/EXT, Late morning, Homestead/cricket ground)

 

(TWO DAYS LATER)

 

(Daria wakes up and walks around the homestead, to find it abandoned, except for Dezza, who is reading a newspaper)

 

DEZZA

G'day Dazza

 

DARIA

Hey...where is everybody?

 

DEZZA

(Looks at watch) I imagine they're all down at the oval

 

DARIA

The oval? Some sort of Australian night club?

 

DEZZA

Nah...Neill's first game back

 

DARIA

Oh....why aren't you there?

 

DEZZA

Someone had to play good host, besides, its bushfire season...Dad doesn't like to leave the homestead unless there's somebody here to protect it...did you want a lift?

 

DARIA

Sure...

 

(Skip to Oval, where people are playing cricket)

 

(Dezza beeps as Daria gets out of the car, and walks over to the oval as she tries to find Neill)

 

(She looks around, but then finds Neill's father and Shannaz)

 

(Daria walks to them)

 

DARIA

Hey...have you guys seen Neill?

 

DAD

You're just in time, Killer's on 99

 

DARIA

Excuse me?

 

SHANNAZ

Just watch

 

(Daria turns her attention to the proceedings)

 

(Neill drives on the up through cover for four)

 

(The crowd sound their appreciation...including many car horns going off)

 

(Neill runs across, takes off his helmet and salutes the crowd with his bat, noticing Daria, he salutes her)

 

DARIA

What just happened?

 

DAD

Neill just made a century

 

SHANNAZ

Which is the equivalent of.....I dunno...but it's really good

 

DARIA

Oh...

 

DAD

You know it's funny, he turned down a Cricket Academy scholarship to go to Raft, it was funny because he always treated cricket like it was his life...don't get me wrong, he loves other sports...but he always demanded perfection from himself...and then he reaches the holy grail and he leaves....I guess being a left-handed opener from Queensland called Hayden put some pressure on him...but that was the dream...but instead he goes stateside...

 

SHANNAZ

Yeah

 

DAD

Do you mind if we ask you about what Neill has been up to?

 

DARIA

Can't hurt...

 

DAD

What is he intending to major in?

 

DARIA

Economics I think...

 

SHANNAZ

Well he has been doing our tax returns since he was 6, but I thought he would have done Literature or something like that

 

DARIA

Excuse me?

 

DAD

My boys very smart...he can do anything he wants...and he did always have a really big imagination...so we thought he'd do something like that

 

DARIA

Something like what?

 

SHANNAZ

You know...creative

 

DARIA

Creative?

 

DAD

Yeah, as a kid he was always making up these stories...I remember him writing these stories about an accountant, who was so scared of not crossing a T or dotting an I, because the accountancy Gods were going to take him away....anyway, he was so scared that he spent more than a year on each Tax return, but they were the best Tax returns anybody had ever seen, so he got more work, which led to more tax returns...never got to see how it ended, he just stopped one day...

 

SHANNAZ

Yeah, we knew he was a smart arse but we had no idea that he could imagine such stuff up...

 

DARIA

He doesn't strike me as the creative sort, unless we're talking ways to sleep with the freshman class, then he can be very creative...

 

(Skip Time to Neill and players dispersing from ground)

 

DAD

Good knock mate

 

SHANNAZ

Yeah, haven't lost any touch champ

 

NEILL

It was pretty mentally tough today to get in the zone, but once I was there, everything else flowed

 

DARIA

Umm....good....knock

 

NEILL

I'm surprised you came down...cricket doesn't seem like your sport...what is your sport?

 

DARIA

TV is a sport if you do it right....

 

SHANNAZ

Killer, you've got to let me shout you a drink...189 not out is a pretty damn good score...

 

NEILL

It ain't 190

 

SHANNAZ

Whatever mate

 

NEILL

Don't know if I should...got to play good host...it's Daria's last night here anyhow....we head out for the airport tomorrow morning

 

SHANNAZ

Dazza can come with us

 

NEILL

I dunno if it's her scene...

 

DARIA

I'll go

 

NEILL

Daria?

 

DARIA

It can't be worse than jumping into crocodile infested water

 

Scene VIII (INT, Night, Pub)

 

(Daria, Shannaz and Neill enter)

 

SHANNAZ

My shout!

 

(Cry of joy from patrons)

 

NEILL

Did you want anything Daria?

 

DARIA

I'll be fine...

 

NEILL

(To bar tender) Gold thanks mate

 

(Bar tender gives Neill beer)

 

MAN

Killer mate! 189 coming back from the States! You bastard!

 

NEILL

It was nothing

 

MAN

(To Daria) This guy is a modest bastard or what?

 

DARIA

He sure is...

 

MAN

So, gonna get pissed tonight?

 

NEILL

Better not, Daria needs a lift home, and (looks at Shannaz) I can't see Shannaz staying sober

 

SHANNAZ

Got that right mate!

 

(Skip time)

 

(Daria and Neill are sitting at the bar)

 

NEILL

So, those are the rules of cricket

 

DARIA

Wow, I never thought a game could be so convoluted

 

NEILL

It's not just the rules, it's the way you play the game.

 

DARIA

I saw this once on an after-school special...

 

NEILL

Nah...it's not like that...I like to think of cricket as a metaphor for life. It's all about showing technique. The perfectly executed cover drive for one can be better than a slog sweep for six in my opinion. It's all about trying to achieve perfection with each ball...but it's also about showing guts and determination. You know? It's like, you're facing a quartet of the meanest quicks all day, they hit you several times, but at the end of it all you've got to be able to stand up and say 'is that all you got?' and then play an innings...feel you're way into it, leave a couple of balls, start with nudges for singles, and then really open up with well timed drives....

 

DARIA

I only got half of what you said...but I think I get what you're trying to say....cricket's about perfection?

 

NEILL

Exactly...that's why I love it...

 

DARIA

I heard you wrote stories as a kid

 

NEILL

Yeah, I guess I did...

 

DARIA

It was about an accountant that was transfixed by perfection, and the fear of failure?

 

NEILL

If I remember correctly

 

DARIA

Because those are topics a kid should be able to write about...

 

NEILL

It was a long time ago...I remember thinking that this characters quest for perfection, and consequent fear of failure was really stupid...because if he really wanted to be happy, he'd fail more times than he would count, he'd be poor, but happy...

 

DARIA

Neill?

 

NEILL

Yeah?

 

DARIA

Can you see....any parallels?

 

NEILL

I guess so...I'm trying...can I ask you a question?

 

DARIA

You already have

 

NEILL

Let's say you've got this thing to do that somebody asks you to do, but you know it will in the long run hurt them...because you can't see the commitment through...and you think this person is amazing and you don't want to hurt them under any circumstances...

 

DARIA

Who were you talking to a couple of days ago?

 

NEILL

What do you mean?

 

DARIA

I was talking to mom, and you were talking to someone on the other line...who was it?

 

NEILL

Someone I don't want to hurt...but I've got to...

 

DARIA

Why?

 

NEILL

Just got to...

 

(Shannaz starts to lead a rendition of a drunken 'Working Class Man')

 

(Dezza enters)

 

NEILL

Dezza mate!

 

(Dezza looks disconcerted)

 

NEILL

What is it?

 

DEZZA

It's Shelby

 

NEILL

What?

 

DEZZA

She's giving birth, come quickly

 

(Neill and Dezza run out of bar, followed by Daria)

 

Scene IX (EXT, Night, Stable)

 

Neill runs over to stable, to jump over fence)

 

NEILL

How far is she in?

 

DAD

About half-way

 

(Dezza and Daria come close behind)

 

NEILL

Dezza, go get some towels now!

 

(Dezza runs into homestead)

 

NEILL

Daria, there's some bedding in the linen closet in your room, go now!

 

(Daria looks confused, and then runs off)

 

(Skip time, to a foal delivered, with mother, and Mr Hayden, Daria, Dezza and Neill standing nearby)

 

DAD

Everything looks good, but the vet will be here in the morning for a check-up

 

NEILL

Good...Daria...I'm surprised you didn't faint

 

DARIA

You met my sister, after living with her for 16 years, I'm ready for anything...

 

NEILL

Fair call...

 

DEZZA

Your first foal eh Neill?

 

NEILL

Yeah...freaky...

 

DAD

You know, the foal has a look of a runner in her....

 

NEILL

You're right...

 

DARIA

What's her name?

 

(Neill considers)

 

NEILL

Haven't thought about it

 

DAD

All good race horses have 7 letter names...like Phar Lap

 

DEZZA

So what's it going to be?

 

(Neill considers and looks at Daria)

 

NEILL

Hmm....a birth of something...How about Darlene?

 

(Daria give Neill a Mona Lisa smile)

 

END

 

-Will Neill do what he has to do? Will Daria continue her development? Will Helen have those depositions in on time? Will Quinn continue on the path of academic excellence? Can you handle the Truth? All these questions and more answered in Season 2 of 'The Rest of my Damn Life'-

 

(Authors notes)

 

**Well, that's a very special episode of it done! I plan to alternate these special episodes through each character focus, but they'll change format. (i.e. It may be something silly like a Q+A with one of the characters) I hope that clears up any misconceptions about Neill's character, and helps underlie Daria's strength in this universe**

 

 

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